被打入冷宫。

this feelings now. kept in my heart since the first day to skl this year. i understand how hard it feel le. 

good bye 1 CERDIK. 

welcome 2 CERDAS.

i was despressed because i leave them all. 

i was happy bacause i get to promote class.

they asked, why u n yyy? its that important? why after me n yyy stop argueing. u guys dont care about me le.

today, after skl, i dont know what happen to 2 CEMERLANG. something happen badly, suan suan honey cried. yyy hubby scolded her fiercely behind her. bad words also came out. i was angry but i cannot do anything. nobody wanna tell me wats goin on.i realized that when there's thing happening, the first ppl they find is yyy hubby. what about me? 

STOP IT LE.

CANT HOLD ON.

GOTTA SHOUT.

im not you guys dog.

i have my 自尊

isnt you want me to stop being friends with you guys?

isnt you guys forget me? or u all din even care be4?

once i sad, moody, hurt, depressed, 

where's my 1 cerdik friends?

nobody even care.

what about her? 

she a little thing became urgen.

me? a small isssues r matter to you guys just.

im going to say it very very loud here.

i try to care about you guys.

what u guys did to me?

didnt even say thank, nvm.i dun mind.

but when i need u guys, where were you?

i deleted my 2010 post. not 2009 yet.

cause i miss 1 CERDIK life.

how about you guys? no.no .no. 

mami dun even let me to mix with CERDIKS N CEMERLANGS student.

but i didnt listen.i just keep play with you guys. make you guys happy.

what i get back? sadness.. i regret y i didnt follow wat mami just said.

i always forgive you guys how mean u treat me.

but, now i regret i did that.i cried always in my room.

its already enough tired to do this again.

im not that tough. im not that srong as you think.

you guys jerk, you guys sucks, that wat i always said.

but i said sorry too. i forgive you guys always.

now you all used me for my kindness?

no more. i HATE 1 cerdik students.

EVEN 1 cemerlang.

stop asking me toforgive you guys.its so currently GAME OVER now.

there's no more kind AMANDA. i hope what i did is correct.

sorry guys, i really dissapointent you guys. 

no more shoppings, no more thinking others, no more trust, no more love.

i will just study start from now. sorry to you as well.

dont wait me anymore you guys. im not gonna update blog until i get my trust back.

bye.